We didn't hold out long

My latest project (an on going terror of projects) has been making summer clothing for the children... I have three more shirts to make for  B2 and then i can move onto MEEEEEEEEE

So me and the Mister were discussing the Washi Dress and how great it will be for early summer pregnancy body... we all know the kind where you can't suck in any more but it doesn't look like a baby belly yet and its summer so you cant hide behind layers, so really you just look fat.

I digress, we were talking about the dress and B1 chimes in, and i wink at the Man and he smiles and looks at the girl, and i say "this dress will be perfect for my growing belly"

She says "oh" and goes back to not caring

Well that was less than satisfying, so husband says it again "for mommies growing belly"

Still not clicking with her

I say "my belly will be getting bigger"

She kinda smiles and says "like there's a baby in it"

And Me and Husband Smile at her nodding

And then it clicks "WE are having another BABY!?!"

We have to explain not until January, but she seems perfectly content with thinking a baby sister is a possibility!

Almost 5 weeks and still not sick yet, that must be a good sign!!!

A Modern Pregnant Lady

I am now a Modern Pregnant lady, with modern pregnancy gadgets!!

Introducing the Baby Center My Pregnancy App

Well i don't know how long this has been out, but i certainly didn't have it with the last 3 babies!!! Gone are the days of logging onto the googler and searching for "my baby at 4 weeks pregnant"

pshhh so old fashion

Now my PHONE gives me updates daily on how my little chai seed is doing!!

We have decided that we aren't going to tell anybody our little surprise! Why not let it be a secret between us, i love having inside jokes with the Mister ::smiles lovingly::

It'll be hard keeping it from first baby though, she has been very insistent that we have another baby, and not just any baby a GIRL and that is the most important thing for her... Oh the despair when she arrived at the hospital for B3 and discovered it was a HE! She actually cried real tears of disappointment (the silent kind, that you know she is trying to be a big girl but really really wanted a sister kind). Though it didn't take long (5 minutes tops) for her to warm up to her new baby brother.

It'll be even HARDER because me and the man keep referring to Murry, and she keeps asking who that is! Of course he says Bill Murry and she looks confused then rolls her eyes at him like he is so stupid haha

B2 is blissfully oblivious and probably will stay that way until evidence of a new baby begins to show, mainly because he doesn't care HaHa yet another reason to love him more :P

Introducing my Four banger baby

Yesterday I woke up at 2:00 AM and had a terrible urge to relieve myself... i slid out from under the arm of baby number three and stumbled out of bed, walked to the bathroom, and decided for no apparent reason to take an EPT (i usually have them in the medicine cabinet, because we natural family plan and you never know) I wasn't late for Aunt Flo and i wasn't feeling anything but the need to pee!

I did my deed closed up the cap and set it on the tub and watched as the blue dye flowed across the window, slowing at the + mark and then leaving no trace of a positive result. I breathed a sigh of relief and dozed off a bit on the toilet... when I looked up again i notice a faint blue line had appeared ::loss of consciousness::

Just kidding i didn't faint, but i did have a small panic attack, and saw the last year of my life with B3 pass before my eyes (he is my very definition of a hard baby!!!).

I went back to bed slowly slid under the covers next to the ticking time bomb baby, shook the old man awake, and handed him the test. He blinked at it a few times, then seemed to fall back asleep. I said wake up (in a rather harsh tone) and he said sleepily, the more i look at it the more it looks like there is a line there.

At that I laugh because it was just to much... husband is so funny when he is half asleep, and he doesn't even know it ( i later told him his comment and he didn't even remember me showing him lol)

We talked about it in the morning and i mentioned my disappointment in being pregnant, and how i am completely flabbergasted because out of all the months that we could have gotten pregnant this was the least likely month for it to happen (lets just say we have been to tired to make babies). He agreed it was a surprise and then said at least we know it will be a girl. I conquered and we named her Murry (short for Miranda, a Serenity reference)

And our Four Banger baby begins her journey (A throwback to my VW days)