Sleep is almost certainly out of the question here lately...
It all starts as i am putting the kids to bed... little miss murry starts to amp up the kicking
and it doesn't stop until i decided to get up in the morning
I have read (and read and read and read) about trisomy 18 babys, and apparently they don't move much in the womb
So i have obsessed about kicking and moving and any tiny little bump i can detect. For a few days about two weeks ago, i felt NOTHING, i honestly thought little girl had died (which, as i also read is not uncommon, most Trisomy 18 babies don't make it to birth)
And now ALL night long, i can hardly fall asleep, and then staying asleep is a whole new story. I am a light sleeper as it is, so every time i need to roll over, i have to start the fall asleep amidst the war in my womb again! (also every time i potty, like 5 times a night)
i should just give up sleeping now... its coming soon anyways
all the kicks have almost put my mind at ease about having a syndrome baby, but i still cant wait for the next ultrasound :/
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