I feel like a total freak walking like a heavily pregnant woman, and there is absolutley no sign of the baby inside, ugh
Step shift, step shift....stop grimmace, step shift, stop take a breath... try to walk like i tight ass.... step shift, grimmace... sit down and pout :( do it over again!!
And you can just forget pushing a shopping buggy **sigh**
Somedays it isnt so bad, but on the days that i cant help it regardless of how stupid i walk, i just feel like crying, my pelvic bone rubbing like two stones trying to start a fire every time i walk is unbearable and i am not sure what i was thinking getting pregnant again!!!!! stupid stupid STUPID!!!
okay well i just freaking love babies!!!! but still there aint nothn' beautifull about my pregnancies until that baby come out... but oh how cute they are :)
even sitting in a chair is like torture... its fine at first, but then i start getting the ache in my pelvic bone and know i have sat too long (5-10 minutes) so husband has to help me stand up... and it is like breaking in half shooting pain and burning and i sometimes black out if it is too bad... what have i gotten myself into ::ahhhhhhh::
speaking of sitting to long... i should probably get up from this computer
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