Still sick... at 13 weeks

I will be celebrating 13 weeks this Sunday, and it wont be including any happy dances... i am still sick!!!

It has been more than miserable, and that is even after i have zofran in the mornings and unisom at night...WILL IT EVER STOP!!!!

i try to take comfort in knowing that:

-I am not the only one
-Sick me means healthy baby
-it should be over soon
-it will be worth it in the end
-i have a supportive and understanding husband
-i only throw up once a day(some times none if i fight it really hard)
-chocolate makes me sick so i dont have to worry about those calories
-... thats all i can come up with right now

There is a little hint of good news! there is a little hint of belly :) squeee

i dont know why having the belly is important to me, i think what it is, possible that me looking miserable is validated by my noticeable "with child" look

Today i have to do some late afternoon shopping, which is always a delight ::rolls eyes:: due to my being most sick at nights, starting around 5:00... yes crisis hour! Crisis hour is when i feel sickest hurray for my family, mom is down and out at the exact time when we need her most!!

Today i realized this may be my last child, not sure if i am happy or sad about that :/

I cant keep putting my family through the misery of pregnancy... it honestly takes a toll on every one!!